Chapter One- Unnamed Story by Noodleosups, literature
Literature
Chapter One- Unnamed Story
One
I don’t know where to start. First, many of us, including myself, do not know where we are going. It is a dangerous road for us. I’m assuming all of them are like me. They change. My power feels restless, gnawing at my insides, wanting to come out. I haven’t used it in a long time. Because of that, I don’t know how they found me. I was careful, I didn't use it as much, and, hell, I didn't tell anyone either. I’m all alone here, I know no one. Many people here are huddled in groups. They might have found each other and created a safe haven. They know who has what power, and I guess they took strength
Sorrow, love, joy, and pain.
I distance myself from the ones that I've gained.
I'd rather sit alone by myself
Than to feel as though the others ignore
Me their once leader who is no more.
I don't feel emotion when I fall.
My life is a slate full of nothing at all.
That's what depression can do to a soul.
But it's hard to get out when you're trapped by a wall
I Don't Feel Like Falling by Noodleosups, literature
Literature
I Don't Feel Like Falling
Did you find love or salvation
With the one you were with?
What do you do now,
Since you haven't found either?
Do you go back to the beginning
Do you go back to me?
I don't want your love
Now that I know what happens.
I don't want to get hurt
Again.
And I don't feel like falling.
Chapter One- Unnamed Story by Noodleosups, literature
Literature
Chapter One- Unnamed Story
One
I don’t know where to start. First, many of us, including myself, do not know where we are going. It is a dangerous road for us. I’m assuming all of them are like me. They change. My power feels restless, gnawing at my insides, wanting to come out. I haven’t used it in a long time. Because of that, I don’t know how they found me. I was careful, I didn't use it as much, and, hell, I didn't tell anyone either. I’m all alone here, I know no one. Many people here are huddled in groups. They might have found each other and created a safe haven. They know who has what power, and I guess they took strength
Sorrow, love, joy, and pain.
I distance myself from the ones that I've gained.
I'd rather sit alone by myself
Than to feel as though the others ignore
Me their once leader who is no more.
I don't feel emotion when I fall.
My life is a slate full of nothing at all.
That's what depression can do to a soul.
But it's hard to get out when you're trapped by a wall
I Don't Feel Like Falling by Noodleosups, literature
Literature
I Don't Feel Like Falling
Did you find love or salvation
With the one you were with?
What do you do now,
Since you haven't found either?
Do you go back to the beginning
Do you go back to me?
I don't want your love
Now that I know what happens.
I don't want to get hurt
Again.
And I don't feel like falling.
in my mind
an outpouring of memories
flashbacks and curses
i see happy children
oblivious to the world surrounding them
swinging, playing with pokemon cards
and forgetting every fault in the world
i see children growing up
spreading out
farther apart
fighting and cheating
forgetting the time
in between them
when nobody cared
and everyone loved
i see a child afraid
no more confidence
a raging mind
of ideas and creativity
silenced by the force
of society
i see a child alone
with no way
to feel included
again
with no way
to understand
why these things happen
because explainations
have replaced
oblivion
i see an ad
in july
i decided i didnt like capital letters.
that it was too much work
to make my words
become something they weren't.
professional.
neat.
sane.
like my thoughts
that race through my mind
every day
my words are lower case
holding all that i am
holding onto the idea
that i can become myself again
pull my pieces back into place
start to stitch up my hands
that once pulled me all apart
i have to do this
for everyone who saw me break
for everyone who grabbed my hands
before i shattered
more of myself.
im the only one who can do it
and im the only one who cant
its a struggle
that i dont fight alone
for one day
i will
im a prisoner of my own mind
words and thoughts and bones intertwined
to all of my unfinished attempts that never shined
to all those times my cries drowned ou the whines
to every day that i long to find
reasons to stay, parts of me that died
to all the raps i can recite from memory
to all the friends who were never really enemies
to every day ive been blind and cant see
seeing the D's and the C's and the B's
striving to keep my head above this sea
while all that i know falls apart around me
i try to speak
and only air
flows from my mouth
no words
just a cloud of fog
in the freezing
winter air
im not surprised
my scratchy words
wont escape
my throat
the just float
straight up
into my brain
and give me
a headache
they stain my thoughts
turn them black
every cloud
forces lightning
and thunder
no wonder
i cant think straight
A Night Interrupted By Consciousness by ravenheart628, literature
Literature
A Night Interrupted By Consciousness
i sit here
looking at my hands
all that i can
to hold myself together
is to sit alone
and keep myself
from taking my thoughts
my visions and ambitions
turning them into reality
sorry, sorry, sorry
the words barely escape
as my breath shifts
and breaks it
shattering the apology
the part of me
running through all i see
i dont see green
'cause green means life
and life means me
and if i see me
what i see aint clean
its a fuzzy image
of what i used to be
dont believe
what i said before
before the storm
before my words
became swords
stuck in my throat
choking on letters
pretending they're feathers
understanding my pr
my mind
is a labyrinth
a maze
and i am running
turning corner
after corner
after corner
and i am panicking now
because i am going in circles
and every dead end that i come to
adds to my fear
fear that it is all my fault
fear that i cant help them
fear that it will be my fault
fear that i shouldnt even try
but i keep running
i dont really know why
but i keep running
trying again and again and again
to find my way out
i dont know if it will happen
a lot of days i lose hope
but some days
i find it
and it leads me closer
but a lot of days
i wonder
if the fire in my brain is just stalling
because it does not want
to go
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